ジェニファー・ロペス、ベン・アフレックの破局後、死にたいと思ったと語る

JENNIFER Lopezfelt like she was going to dieafter she split from fiancé Ben Affleck in 2004.

ザ・ Let’s Get Loud singer, 53, has admitted she has spent almost two decadesspiralling” 前 rekindling her relationship とともに Armageddon actor 昨年.

ジェニファー, ここで 2021, has revealed her first split with Ben in 2004 made her feel like she was 'dying'

ジェニファー, ここで 2021, has revealed her first split with Ben in 2004 made her feel like she was ‘dyingクレジット: ゲッティ
Jen and Ben at the premiere of their movie Gigli in 2003

Jen and Ben at the premiere of their movie Gigli in 2003クレジット: ゲッティ

Jennifer told Zane Lowe on Apple Music 1 on the 20th anniversary of her third album This Is Me…Then she was so broken by the break-up she tried to bury the songs into the back of her mind.

スーパースター 前記: “お前, I wouldn’t even perform these records. It was so painful after we broke up.

Once we called off that wedding 20 数年前, it was the biggest heartbreak of my life. I honestly felt like I was going to die. It sent me on a spiral for the next 18 years where I just couldn’t get it right. でも今, 20 数年後, it does have a happy ending.

カップル tied the knot twice 夏の間.

First eloping to Las Vegas in July and then a second ceremony in August at Ben’s home in Georgia in front of friends and family.

Jennifer continued: “It has the most would-never-happen-in-Hollywood ending. ‘That would never happen. We’re not going to write that because nobody would believe it’ エンディング.

It’s funny because when me and Ben got back together, 「突然会議に行かなければならなかったようなメモを書きました。, ‘You never performed the songs. You never did I’m Glad. You never did this. You never did that.

“私は好きだった, 'あなたが正しい. It was painful.It was a part of me then that I had to put away to move on and survive. It was a survival tactic, 確かに。”

I’m Glad was the third single of Jen’s This is Me… その後、, which was an open letter about finding The One in Ben.

She sings: “I’m glad when you walk you hold my hand/ I’m happy that you know how to be a man/ I’m glad that you came into my life.

Months after recording the song they were over.

Ben and Jen met in 2002 on the set of 2003 film Gigli.

Reminiscing on how it wasn’t love at first sight, Jen said: “I think what happened is, as we worked together, we became such good friends.

We realised that we were crazy about each other. I found myself kind of thinking about him after the movie was over. And having to take care of my own business, because I was coming out of a relationship at that time.

But it’s like you just knew it. 私はツイッターをとても好きで、人々はどれほど意地悪で、判断力のある人々はどれほどですか, ‘This is the person I want to be with.And that happened over a period of months. It wasn’t an instant thing because we weren’t allowed to do that. うん, it kind of grew over time.

Jennifer Lopez’s full interview with Zane Lowe is available to stream on Apple Music 1 今.

Jennifer made the revelation in an interview with Zane Lowe for Apple Music One

Jennifer made the revelation in an interview with Zane Lowe for Apple Music One
Jen wrote several songs inspired by Ben

Jen wrote several songs inspired by Benクレジット: ゲッティ